hhhaaaaayyyy...
have you ever wondered...
what if you have hurt someone w/o even knowing it?
well, actually...
i think i hurt a person..
i did not mean for all of these to happen,..
it just did..
anyway..
things happen for a reason..
he said he has feelings for me...
but to be perfectly honest, i did have feeling for him too..
unfortunately, my heart still belongs to someone else..
for a girl who was told of things like that, i did not know what to do..
i acted like nothing happened..
then, he started telling me that i was frigid..(am i?)
i was hurt..
i am not frigid..
many people already told me that i am not...
after that..
everything was quite well..
i felt that he really had feelings for me..
after some time..
when he and his old girl had negotiated everything out, i started to have the feeling that what he told me was all a lie..
now, i can tell myself that i am very stupid..
not just that, i am very very stupid..
i mean, why the heck will i believe him..
i know one thing is for sure..
no one will ever ever like me for who i am..
the closest thing i can be in a relationship is a best friend..
and that's the bottom line..
hey, you know who you are...
i am so sorry that i believed you..
i really am..
i am so darn stupid for believing everything your friends tell me..
and then you tell me that i am frigid..
how dare you!
i am very sorry for everything i have done to you..
its just all in the cycle of life..
i hurt you, and you hurt me..
its fair..
i understand..
and when a person understands, she is not frigid..
remember that...
pinky017
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Monday, November 06, 2006 